Excuses

I mentioned last time that I was starting to chat with someone, but didn’t expect too much from it. Well, this guy asked me out for today.

I should be excited, right?

Instead, what do I do?

I start making excuses. Reasons that meeting today would not be a good idea.

What the hell is wrong with me? I want to date, but finally get asked on a date – the first one in almost a year – and I make up reasons why I can’t go.

Don’t know if I’m worried that I will get played again. Don’t know if I’m really just not interested in going on a date – or maybe I’m just not that interested in him. Don’t know if its just my anxiety getting into my head.

 

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