So, today is pre-trial day. I am unable to attend, but my nerves and anxiety are bad today. Really don’t know what to expect.
I still find myself secretly wishing all of this is just some horrible dream. Hoping that the next time I go to my parents’ house, I will see my dad sitting there.
I have been seeing dad in my dreams quite a bit. However, he doesn’t talk to me. He is always there smiling.